Get it Right... Glee

This is like the perfect song for me...

What have I done? I wish I could
Away from this ship goin’ under
Just tryin’ to help, hurt everyone
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
‘Cause I can’t go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I’ll get through this

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?

When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

So I throw up my fist
I will punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn’t fair
Yeah, I’ll send out a wish
Yeah, I’ll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

Dalawang Linyang Tumatak sa Isip ko sa Panahong Kailangan ko ng Kasagutan.

" Tandaan mo Jai, hindi ikaw ang sentro ng mundo, hindi lahat umiikot para sayo. HIndi lahat magbabago para lang sayo."
                                                                           --- Arthur Catindig,
                                                                                 my boss, my friend, my mentor


" Binigyan ka ng options Jai, ibig sabihin may tiwala sila sayo. Madami nagaaspire sa posisyon na yan pero sayo siya pinagkakatiwala. Walang magaling sa simula. Lahat yan natututunan. Kaya mo yan.
     Sobrang proud ako sayo"
              
                                                                           --- Arvin San Juan
                                                                                  my friend, my life, my love. CHOS!


                                                                                        

stressed out...

it was just the perfect time for me to attend church today after all the pagiisip i had these past few days after the big news.

stressed out! -- good thing i was able to listen to the first week message of this series to catch up for today's message. sabi ko sa sarili ko, ito yung tamang message na para sa sitwasyon ko ngayon. ngayon na sobra akong naguguluhan sa dapat kong gawin as regards my work, ngayon ko kailangan si Lord. and yes, hindi nyako binigo. sa totoo lang after ng message, mukhang napagisipan ko ang dapat kong gawin.

sabi ko sa sarili ko, baka natatakot lang ngako kung magtutuloy pako kasi baka di ko kayanin, pero sabi nga sa message, "Through You I can do anything"

yun ang message na nagpalakas ng loob sakin. alam kong di naman ako dadalhin ni Lord sa isang bagay na ikapapahamak ko eh. kaya bakit di ko na lang subukan ulit? marahil tama nga ang sabi ng mga kaibigan ko, i should take it as a challenge.

pero nananalig at naniniwala padin ako na magiging pabor din sakin ang mga susunod na mangyayari sakin. SANA.

mga katanungang kailangan ng matinding kasagutan

dadating ka talaga sa puntong kailangan mong mamili kung tutuloy kapa o aayaw kana...

gugustuhin mo parin bang manatili kahit alam mong wla ka ng pwedeng kahantungan? o natatakot ka lang sa kung anong pwdeng mangyari kung tumuloy kapa?

hay...